New heart and new mind.

I've lost pieces of me I thought would last into eternity.

But where I've been marooned now is in a place I share equal amounts of peace and pain.

A girl who handed my heart back but let me keep half of hers, placed me in the most fragile position ever.

Two weeks ago I lay out my heart again to be taken; where it is now I'm not sure. I will live through ever day to hold up the balance and admire her in her perfection. No words have ever hit my heart as precisely as hers. Though the awkwardness of the situation me rupture me, I want so badly to take chances. All I feel safe saying is that she is leading me into the dark, I can't see what I might trip on or whether she will run from me here.

But right now I feel safe making a decision based around nothing but a feeling in my heart I can't see.